Yes, every year it´s the same. I remember being with you on
your last birthday.
I remember every move, every step you took. I loved you
endlessly. No words can ever express how much i love u.
Every time i think it´s the same thought. But how can it be?
Every moment with you was different. Every moment with you was equally
precious.
If i could change the world? – i would be the sunlight in
your universe.
You have been my sunlight.
I remember your loving eyes. How you listened, how you appreciated my interests.
How you appreciated my intellect. How did you do? Or was it your intelligence
which has always driven me? I admired you for your voice alone. You made
mistakes but in our memories let me be a good one and praise only your good.
Our love was good, understood. Without any further implications we´d know we´d die for each other. I died with you when you were in pain. I couldn´t, no one
ever could wish this much pain for anyone. Let my love heal your wounds. Let me
come and clear your mind, your thoughts, your kitchen.
Not much did we talk, the moment we found out the deepest
fears and heartfelt pain of each other. Not much was there left to say, when we
expressed our darkest thoughts. We knew. We just knew.
Oh, if i could only write this with dry hands and eyes.
Heaven rains down on me when thy presence i feel.
We were from the same material. We were stable and yet
exposed to nature. How much i enjoyed being in your company. How much is it
worth one life? Yours was undeniably priceless.
If i could change the world – you would think my love was
really something good.
May the thought of you linger around in my heart forever.
May our all, most precious, know we love them. Let them
know, that this love is really something good.
Give me, oh dear Lord, more strength to show my
appreciation. Give me more than just air to breathe, let me survive this loss
of mine. As I melt in the thought of losing you every year again. Don´t let me
forget my most precious papa.
In memoriam
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